Does Dark Matter Matter

im tired of feeling that the world revolves around correctness
im tired of feeling that there is something i should do or be doing
what the fuck are you doing
just going about you daily life so that you can bitch to someone like me about you stupid ups and downs
but then that is really it
its all made up of those stupid ups and downs
im tired of feeling the dichotomy of it all
i want no ups and no downs
i just want to be
get a job so you can buy a place to live by your job and buy a car that brings you to your job and then bitch about the whole world as if it means anything
its all just a blink of the eye
do you think that gas and dust and gravity and neutrinos etc etc etc of all that bullshit they preach on that bullswhit science channel and that history channel and discovery channel and animal planet and the daily news and what your favorite album is and what is your favorite cup of tea and what is my cup of tea
nothing!
absolutely nothing.
its all propaganda
some might say
well you need a toothbrush or your teeth will fall out
ok so you teeth are fucked
so the fuck what!
buy a blender from the money you make at your job that you drive to in your car that you bought with the money that you ade from the job so you can get to your job and make money
and plug it into the freaking outlet in your house that you bought near your job so you didnt have to spend to much time and gas in and on your car that you bought to get to your job
and make yourself a fucking shake smoothie bullshit with whatever yo0u want
lipids proteins carbs
vitamins
mineral
non essential nutrients
essential nutrients based on what some fuck says is essential
WHO THE FUCK EVER WANTED TO BE A NUTRITIONIST WHEN THEY WERE LITTLE!!!!!!!
you
you sent my shit that i didnt even want even though everyone tells me i had to want it
oh you will want it later
oh you were not in the right frame of mind
IS THIS THE RIGHT FAME OF MIND FOR YAH!!!!
so ok i ask for some material shit to get everyone to shut the fuck kup
and then i send an address because the person that i loved doesnt even know where my parents live
even though i have TWO FRICKEN SETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND obviously there was communication between  tohers between tothers between other between others between other between totherws twaoeigfja era'ijef'ijqAWED
AND THere what another addressssss
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and the one i send is disregarded
disregarded
disregarded
im not even there im not even herere
what part of I didnt want it do you not understand
and now
continuing to please and please and please and please and please and please
i say what i want and where i want it and its fucking kallp;llpll;lllaaaaallllllll wrong and i have to now think about it over and over and over and over in my [fucking mind
and yet as i type this i feel bad for possibly hurting feeling
like its so tough to send something when you have your own mailroom and do it on a fucked up company dime
oh my chest hurts
my head hurts
i wish i had a shell i could craw into like a limpet
oh wait
THEY WOULD POST ME ON A HOOK AND BLEED ME TO DEATH
oh well theres more where we got that one
cast him away
back into the sea
hes not a keeper
we used him up
his scales arent as pretty now
he got cat shit on them from cleaning the box
time to get some new ears now
with some mad cleaning skills
yeah
that would be great
a new supportive maid
FUCK SCIENCE
FUCK FISH
FUCK EVERYONE THAT WANTS TO KNOW ME
AND FUCK THE WORLD
IF I HAD A ROCKET I WOULDNT EVEN NEED A DESTINATION